Few days before go to Bali, i feel myself losing everything, even losing focus what I have to do in daily basis, like have no passion to live recently with no reason. But back to realize with all the things happened in few years ago, I don't have to feel that way, many people wants what I have now, since I run my current life with all my hardwork and efforts also passion to get it all, i'm on my way to success with my own feet., but why I feel losing my appetite to live and continue this life even better. I never told this before but my parents aren't supporting my dream to be honest, i feel sad and dissapointing at the moment, but I keep trying to make them believe all of my dreams could bring me far with no worry, even it's hard. And now, i don't feel right, all of my parents's fears are coming right to my way. I lose my control somehow, till i can't hold my tears down when it comes to midnight, and overthinking.....